| UPDATED: July 26th, 2006

Of course i'm scared that i wont be enough for him..it breaks my heart to know that i gave all i could & he still needed more..but i think the problem is me, trying to use this as an excuse, knowing that maybe in time he won't be enough for me any more. & I'm just so sick of being that girl, who hurts the guy & eventually hurts herself more...

but when i look at him i see all those memories of us. && i wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too

A teenager is a person who can't remember to walk the dog, but never forgets a phone number ; a weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast ; a youngster who receives her allowance on Monday, spends it on Tuesday, & borrows it from her best friend on Wednesday ; someone who can hear her favorite singer three blocks away, but not her mother calling from the next room ; a whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson, but can't make a bed ; a student who spends twelve minutes studying history & twelve hours studying for her driver's license ; an enthusiast who has the energy to bike four miles, but is usually too tired to dry the dishes; a young woman who loves the cat & tolerates the brother ; a romantic who never falls in love more than once a week ; a budding beauty who never smiles until her braces come off ; a boy who can sleep till noon on any Saturday he suspects the lawn needs mowing ; & an original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.

you can't miss the feeling of love. it's incredible. <3
(from here on)
want you to remember the feel of my hair, && remember the scent of my perfume i always wear. remember my laugh && how sweet our kisses used to be, remember the way that you used to love me.
Tell me i matter. Tell me you care. Tell me that you love me. And will always be there. <3

She's beautiful He knows it His only problem with love is he never shows it
I'm not like other girls I don't need a million things That show you love me All I need Is three little words...

and i just wish i was one of those lucky girls who had a boy to give her the world & never had to build up the courage to tell a guy how she felt about him because she`d already know that he felt the same way..
it's so cute to see someone with a relationship holding hands, flirting, just being in love. & even though it might be something you don't have, it's something that one day you will find. <3

I sit && look at your picture whenever I can't talk to you or see you. But they get old after a while, and so do the memories, lies, tears, && heartbreak. But yet I'm still head over heels in love with you. <3
kids in the backseat cause accidents. accidents in the backseat cause kids
more out of place than anything you know like an opera at a disco when all you wanted was a rock show

She takes the old notes and throws them away. She looks at the old im conversations one last time and hits the delete button. She takes one last look at the pictures, and then rips them in half. She takes one last look at the memories, and then realizes what she's lost.


i spend every hour waiting for a phone call that i know will never come. i used to think you were the one. now i'm sick of thinking anything at all____

It's just how she lives, loving all the wrong people, and wishing all the wrong things. Tear-stained cheeks are her style, & a broken heart worn on her sleeve is nothing new, because everyone knows she's tired of not being able to breathe. Her big fake smiles, & her false laughs, but she feels almost perfect. She's not super model material. She doesn't have any great talents. But she loves another with everything she's got. She's trying to figure out who she is & she's beginning to love herself. What a lovely girl. <3

it only hurts when im [breathing] my heart only breaks when its [beating]

All the beautiful fake girls are out with their blue eyed boys to night while I lie here and listen to the sweet sound of lonely silence. Why not me? I'm gonna show the world that I'm worth a chance. I'm gonna show them that I'm amazing.

Who am I kidding? It wasn't meant to be. I needed a believer and you, you needed to believe.

Maybe the reason we try & hold on so tight is because we're scared they'll NEVER come again.

What a perfect crime. If I stole your heart; and you stole mine.


When you wake up with his scent lingering on your bed,, his oversized hoodie on protecting you from the cold...You wonder if it's all worth it.

The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart is she starts to hand out the pieces of her heart to anyone who comes around.

She's so glamorous in that heart broken, shattered spirit, dead on the inside kinda of way.
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i wish you'd just open up your big beautiful eyes and realize that i'm CRAZY about you.


It's not about how many friends you have. It's about how many you trust.
And the closest I've ever came to death... Is laughing till I cant breathe with my best friend!
You're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33
I'm sorry that we fight. I don't know why we do. Because its hard to find a friendship As good as me and you. We've been there for each other through thick and thin. You've been like a sister to me.
this is a message from me to you, to make sure you never forget I love you!, when things are rough and you feel lost, just call on me and ill be there at any cost, ill do this because I care for you, ill stick by your side no matter what you do, I am your friend through thick & thin, just as, for me, you have always been..
NEW
We used to be best friends ; stay up til 4 in the morning talkin about random things ;; we had our little fights and moved on. We use to do each others make-up & Hair and have a good time. but now i see you in the hallway && we pass each other like we never knew each others middle names.
* I guess that it's typical to cling to memories you will never get back again & to sort through old photographs of times long ago; or an oLd f r i e n d.. i used to know </3
How do you know you've found your best friend? When you are ready to talk to them about anything even though they know everything about you already
My friend, my companion, through good times & bad, my friend, my buddy, through happy & sad, beside me you stand, beside me u walk, your there to listen, your there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain & tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years
Crazy times & fun nights Sexy guys & pillow fights Never fake, always true Where would I be without
A best friend is a girl you can call in the middle of the night and tell her you killed someone and she would say "where should we hide the body?
Friendship is more than just a phone call or a birthday present every year. It is more than just a ride to the mall or a study partner. It is a person who is by your side and sticks with you just when you feel you�re on your own.
Here's to the shit we talk, the boys we stalk, the way we shop, the laughs we cant stop. The gossip we spill, and the looks that could kill. We'll stay together, all through the years...best friends forever.
i do have a safety net ; my friends sure they're frustrating & annoying sometimes, but i dont know what i'd do without them
Laughing so hard we practically cry, sitting home bored until we basically die, cracking jokes about the psychos we know, causing some drama wherever we go, where there's one of us the other can usually be found. Just can't imagine what I'd do without you around
A best friend isn't the one you come home & call & tell your whole day to, it's the one who lived through it all with you <3
Sometimes the people who are always there for you, are the ones who need you the m o s t.
Friendship is genuine;; when two friends can enjoy each other's company without speaking a word to one another...
my best friends aren't the ones i refer to as my friends. they're the ones i refer to as my sisters. <3
MY Friends they're beautiful. personalities? incredible. our times together? unforgettable. smiles so memorable. their friendship? N0N REPLACEABLE
a real friend? she's not the one who'se nice to your face.. no, she's nice to you behind your back.
LYRiC QU0TES
SiNCE N0 0NE V0TED 0N THE P0LL, ((0NE PERS0N)) THiS iS G0NNA BE THE SECTi0N WHERE YOU CAN REQUEST LYRiCS/QU0TES FROM LYRICS.
You�ll see straw sombreros and t-top camero�s Stereo�s blasting in the parking lot. You�ll see rock hard bodies and bikini hotties and everybody�s got it goin� on, and showing what they got. SUNSHiNE AND SUMMERTiME-FAiTH HiLL
 Turn your head up to the sky Nothing down below but me Face the truth to realize all that we could be Torn apart by rage and fear Hold on to what brought you here Don't let it go Never let go JOSH GROBAN-NEVER LET GO
 Leaving's not leaving 'cause I'm not, leaving you behind You'll always be with me, ((always be with me)) Part of my heart for all time Where I'm going , you're going Even if it's just in my mind Leaving's not leaving I'm not leaving you behind ANYWHERE BUT HERE-LEANN RiMES
 When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me YOU-EVANESCENCE ((this song might be a little hard to find because it wasnt supposed to be released))

Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying ((is everything okay)) I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my boy's in the next room Sometimes I wish he was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But boy you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel LiPS OF AN ANGEL--HiNDER
 I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got ALL THAT i'VE GOT--THE USED

he says he's happy, so i should be happy for him . . its hard getting over the good times, the memories . . she's in his world now, he has left me behind . . don't get me wrong, i enjoy being his best friend . . but there's a part of me, that hopes he is lying . .
I don't know if i want to go down this road again, last time it was filled with pot holes, filled with bumps, it wasn't a smooth ride, & as far as i know, nothing has changed..it will still lead to the same place it did before ..i'll still end up at a dead end with a broken heart && when your [[blue skies]] turn to gray, && your [[sunlight]] turns to dark;; remember that [i] will be here... with my hand out to hold your heart<3
Should've known better then to fall in love with you..now love is just a faded memory. Should've known better..now im a prisoner to this pain
so i'`ll erase everything; && i'`ll forget about you. it'`s just too bad that this; might be the hardest thing i will ever have to do. so when you start to miss me remember you were the one that broke my heart you were the one that made me cry you were the one that turned your back && you were the one that let me go
ask anyone. When your name comes up in conversations- my eyes sparkle & my smile shines
nothing hurts more than realizing two people who were once the best of friends barely speak a word anymore.. staying home alone on a Friday flat on the floor looking back on old love..after all the crushes are faded & all my wishful thinking was wrong, I'm jaded, I hate it..I'm tired of being alone so hurry up & get here, searching all my days just to find you, I'm not sure who I'm looking for, I'll know it when I see you..until then, I'll hide in my bedroom staying up all night just to write a love song for no one..I could have met you in a sandbox, I could have passed you on the sidewalk, could I have missed my chance & watched you walk away
you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes you act like a clutz in his presence;; who causes you to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for && she's that crooked little heart that you drew in the corner of your paper in second grade, the one that got scribbled out because it wasn't quite right I wonder..when I pass by.. does his stomach do a flip? does he get nervous? does he ignore his friends just to look at me? does he wait to see my smile? does he get sweaty palms? does he think to himself.. "oh my..here she comes.." that's what life is about. those moments when you feel entirely carefree, like nothing can touch you. it's those moments that make the hard parts so worth it. it's moments like that that make this heartache bareable. i know it'll pass- my moments will come. 
i'm a snob because: i don't feel like talking i'm a geek because: i get As i'm a nerd because: i'm reading i'm a jerk because: i retaliated to one of your comments i'm a loser because: i'm standing alone i'm a dork because: i act crazy i'm a person because: i'm just being myself I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in love, arguing, & jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt, & laughing until you cry. I believe in being silly and crazy with your friends. I believe in taking chances and making mistakes. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in swinging on swings & running in the rain. I believe in miracles & random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone. I believe in second chances. and i believe that everyone deserves one
EVERYTiME Y0U L00K AT ME, i REALiZE JUST H0W MUCH i AD0RE TH0SE EYES.
you think when you talk shit you`re so clever. but REALLY, it proves you have no life whatsoever. if you're going to be two-faced, at least make one of them pretty.
Topanga - "Why dont you just marry Shawn?" Cory - "Because our kids would look like horses" He was the world to me, and I was nothing to him.
why is your happily ever after my worst n.i.g.h.t.m.a.r.e?
I miss you, I see you in the
halls everyday, and you'd think it would make me happy, but it just
makes me realize how much I need you and how much I wish I still had
you, and now, I miss you more then I did yesterday.
Maybe I'm not meant to get over him. I mean look at how many times I've tried. Maybe it's not working for a reason
Fun, laughter, messed up fights. My girls and me have had some crazy nights.
Roll our film baby. This is another one of our romantic scenes so act like you love me. I can�t help but sit here and
think about all the stupid stuff we've done together but then again, I
wouldn't want to be stupid with anyone but you.
And if you want to know how a girl survives, just look by her side.
Friends are like credit cards. We need them forever.
so i`ll just erase everything... ...and i`ll forget about youu.. * its just too bad that this might be one of the hardest things' i may ever have to do
you know a guy is right for you when someone else other then him makes you laugh and he looks at you just to see you smile
when she cries, the makeup runs from her eyes & she spills the truth about how she feels inside if only he could understand how much shit he puts me [ t h r o u g h ] </3
Live every moment like There will never be a S e c o n d c h a n c e
i would stop time to stay with you I would stop time so we don't move I would stop time to keep you <3
See the months dont matter. Its the
days I cant take-when the hours move to minutes -&- I'm seconds
away from being kicked when I'm already in pieces...whats another night
all alone when it feels like I'm spendin every day on my own...
You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks
My theory was that if I kept my distance, maybe you would see what you're missing.
it`s funny how we`re best friends; then became boyfriend and girlfriend. it`s funny how easily youu left me and went to her.
Have another drink & drive yourself
home.I hope there's ice on the roads.You can think of me when you
forget your seatbelt.And again when your head goes through the
windshield.
i want things to be the way they used to be i want you to fall back in love with me
when we went our separate ways i told you im happy for you and her but deep down my heart aches </3 and this time...the cut is twice as deep I just want that one boy who will make
everything seem *right* when he asks "whats wrong?" and I say "Its a
long story" He'll say "Baby...I got all night"
I hate the way you can push me to the
limits with the things you do. and then you know just the right time to
say something sweet to make me fall for you all over again...
the problem with resisting temptation is that you may not get another chance
The only thing that truly scares me is what love can do to a person... <3
I was never really your girlfriend but i was never really just your friend
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong
because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The
girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She
told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move
on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his
pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver
was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the
drivers seat, killing the boy. Mieraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your
love, I would die."
She's strutting down the street With a diamond necklace The size of a dime It looks real nice When it shines It lights up the world around her But it's only in her mind
She strikes a pose but she dies inside... No one knows... That she's a beautiful scuicide...
i NEED T0 FiND S0MEB0DY WH0 CANT SLEEP AT NiGHT BECAUSE THEY'RE THiNKiNG 0F ME.
&& i could be your first real heartache.
Everyone keep's telling me to just get
over you and to move on, they obviously don't understand just how hard
I've already tried.
In Every Barbie and Ken Relationship Theres always a Theresa to mess things up
fuck me now & please make it worth my time.
what if someone told you that you could [( take back )] one single mistake in ur life mine would be believing that yOu . eveR . cared . abOut . me
How to Decifer "Girl Speak" *Fine: This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. Never use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguements. *Five Minutes: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your hockey game is going to last before you do whatever it is she wants you to do. *Nothing: This means something. Be on your toes. Nothing is usually used to describe the feeling she has of wanting to rip your face off. Nothing usually signifies an arguement that will last five minutes and end with the word fine. *Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows): Translation: "I dare you." This will result in her getting mad over nothing and will end with the word fine. *Go Ahead (Normal Eyebrows): Translation: "I give up" or "Do what you want, I don't care." You will get a go ahead with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by nothing and fine. She will talk to you in about five minutes when she cools off. *Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but it is still a verbal statement misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are a moron at the moment and wonders why she's wasting her time arguing with you over nothing. *Soft Sigh: (Again, not a word, but you know...) She is content. Your best bet is not to talk or move or breathe and she will stay content. *Oh: This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example: "Oh, well, I just talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says oh before any statement, run -- do not walk -- to the nearest exit. *That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man. That's okay
means that she wants to think long and hard before repaying you for
whatever it is that you did wrong. You do not want to be there when
that happens. *Please Do: This is not a statement, it's an
offer. She's giving you the opportunity to come up with whatever
lame-ass excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is you've
done. You have a fair change to tell the truth here. Be very careful
and you shouldn't get a "that's okay." *Thanks: She's thanking you. Don't feel faint, just say, "You're welcome." *Thanks a Lot: This longer phrase is not to be confused with thanks. She'll say "thanks a lot"
when she's actually seriously peeved at you. It signifies that you have
hurt her in some callous way and will generally be followed by the loud sigh. Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the loud sigh, or she will say, "Nothing," and raise her eyebrows.
What He Says vs. What He Means I really get into talking about my feelings: I'll talk about my feelings if it gets me into your pants. I talk to my parents everyday: Are you co-dependant, too? I don't believe in sex before marriage: I'm gay, but humour me for a few months, okay? I'd love for you to meet my mother (on the second date): I'm definitely gay, but cover for me for a few months, okay? The sexiest thing about you is your mind: You're not that hot, but I'll still sleep with you. I work out alot: I really love my body, can I show you? This is so special, let's just keep it between us: I'd be totally humilitated if anyone knew we were dating. She has nothing to do with us: You must stay seperate. We can still be friends: I still want to call you up when I'm horny. I'm not looking for a serious relationship right now: Wanna fuck? My pager is the best way to reach me: I'm taken, but more than willing to cheat. I think we should slow things down for a while: Oh shit, I really like this girl.
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